Also, my Hebrew teacher really stresses me out and it's not enjoyable this semester. So in combination of these things, I don't feel the thrill I did last time I arrived in Israel. I am excited to start thinking about what I am going to do next, but I am over this program, it's time to move on. (After I write these 100 pages.)
Of course, I already miss my family, and I can't imagine how big Jack is going to get while I am away. I know my parents miss me very much, but we all have to make choices, and I have a lot of things to think about for the coming August.