Monday, July 02, 2007
I hate writing things like that, but it's a good place to vent since I can get it all out and not be judged. Being at home is really wearing on me. I love my job and I don't mind working, but I also don't want to be left out of anything and the people around me don't work so they can do whatever they want whenever they want. So now I'm missing out because I'm the only one who has a job, and I'm bitter. Although my family annoys me, I still want to spend time with them, but I'm not included. It's no one's fault, but it hurts my feelings anyway. Then I'm more rude than I normally am, great.